`hopeless.

Monday, August 30, 2004

*Spinning Headache...*

30/08/04
12.52pm

Headache as to y things mux go tis way? First of all.. Lets us wish 2 of my fren happy birthday.. - Happy Birthday To MeiZhu & KaiLinG - They r 2 persons i nv regret knowing.. Did not go skool for 3 days liao.. In fact i dun tink tml i going.. Dun haf the mood to study u sees.. So fan these few days.. Haix.. I saw her on friday.. She came down to sing.. Thoughts n unhappiness crosses my mind.. She is still the same old her.. Cheerful.. Happy.. I even saw some 1 close to her.. Maybe she has found someone ba.. I am not sad over tis.. I really feel happy for her.. I am oso glad to say.. My feelings for her is not as strong as last time le.. Feelings now for her is only friendship.. Finally told Lorenz i dowan to work liao.. He was at first not beri agreeable.. But after i told him abt my studies.. He told mi to work 4 him the most another 2 wks.. Or maybe 1 wk.. Until he gt someone to replace us.. Actually i do feel smth for kster.. Cos tis is 1 work i haf worked 4 quite long.. I tink i worked there gt 5 mths liao.. Gt a bit yi yi bu she.. Wad to do.. Every1 leaving.. My studies slacking.. Haix.. Blog there is smth i wish to tell u tt is in my mind for a beri long time.. I tink i am in love.. But i not sure myself.. Cos i duno if i am using her to 4get my ex u sees.. When she is sad.. I am.. Is tis love? Or tis is jux a crush? I told myself not to rush things.. So till now i nv confess my feelings to her.. I dowan later fren oso cant be.. I tink time had told mi an answer.. But now.. I tink 1 of my best pals is in love wif her too.. Wad am i going to do? Can some 1 tells mi? I haf to act normal in front of him.. It is beri.. Tt explains y i am drinking these few days.. I am really at lost.. Tis situation happens to mi once.. I choose love.. But it is not always so lucky to haf my fren back.. I tink tis time.. I will choose friendship.. I will gif up when my love for her is not tt deep.. Loving someone is not abt wanting her by ur side.. It is wanting her to be happy.. I hope he stands a betta chances den mi.. I wish him all the best..

maRcUs` (",)

| yawns @ 12:50 PM|

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his name is marcus. born in 21st april 1987. he is currently 20 years old this year. books are certainly not his best friends. he wants to make it big in the society as he is trying very hard right now. he likes to daydream alot, that where he oftens feel tired. he is very lazy as he does things half-way. (changing in process) he loves to EAT!

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N95
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~~her~~

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